• awaken by a call from my roommate (which is also my workmate) telling me to go to the office to fix some things
• went with a friend who is also at this time fixing her vacation
• went to the hospital’s pharmacy to buy some stuff
• arrived home, tired, but not too much
• chat with hubby and baby
• checked mails and social sites
• watched a movie
• planning to watch another one
• but i have work tomorrow so i need to sleep
• should really sleep right now
• but here i am doing bullets
• lol
• ok fine i will sleep in a bit

• woke up around 9:30 am
• checked mails, and some social sites
• chat with hubby and my baby
• went to the HR to follow up some papers and my ticket
• i have a confirmed flight (yey!)
• at last in 2 weeks i can be with my family
• goodbye Riyadh
• Philippines here i come
• pissed by an employee
• surprised by someone with a move whom i don’t even know the name
• lied. lol
• almost left by the bus
• chat with my hubby and baby again
• just realized i am hungry
• omfg i did not even eat
• oh i did, a few bites
• now in bed in tumblr (hihi)
• still have a few hours left in my day
• let’s see what else i can do
• so lazy
• yeah 

“Maybe it was me. Maybe i should have been more understanding, should have been more patient, should have been…better. Then maybe i can still be writing poems full of inspiration and he’s here holding my hand, or watching me sleep, running his fingers through my hair. If i could turn back time, i would always go back to the time that we met, became friends, then more than that. But no, in reality, it really does not happen, all i can do is just reminisce those times where we were happy as if nothing would ever hurt. And these memories will keep reminding me that once in my life, i had you, and telling myself, maybe it was really me.”

note to self

because we are all human, we are not perfect. sometimes, they happen in the least expected times, and we have no control over what’s gonna happen. it just happens.

but i think, for me, mistakes should never keep us from going and moving on, because the world does not stop when you stop, everything goes on. you made a mistake, deal with it, make up for it, don’t just let it consume you and bury you on regrets.

mistakes should remind us on what we must do next time, because if you make the same mistake twice, it is never a mistake anymore, but a choice.

i slept around 5am because as always, my body clock is fucked up again. i was watching Beastly but i got irritated by our internet connection so watching that movie took me forever. i woke up around 10:30 am and realized i am hungry as a bear so i decided to see what’s the food but to my dismay, there isn’t any. so i went back to bed, looked for another decent movie to watch but this fucked up connection is really eating my brains out so i decided not to watch anymore. i did the laundry, had a lil chat with hubby then i ate that ice cream i was dying to eat since last night. and now im here typing this while my flatmate is singing her lungs out with earphones hooked in her, maybe she thinks nobody can’t hear, so i guess i just have to bear with her.. pfft.

this is one lazy day, so i guess i will be doing everything as i always do, my day is boring as shit, i don’t know what to do anymore.

gah.

haha, just my total randomness again.

totally random..

took this picture while on duty.. that’s my other celfone, and NICU nurse must-haves: a pen (well, obviously..lol!), a calculator (coz we compute many things, e.g., fluid rates, dosages, intake and output, etc.), a highlighter (not in the picture, for request forms and reminders), a scissor (also not in the pic, for cutting tapes, papers, etc.), and a tape.

i had a benign duty, thanks God. at least a day rest from the toxic baby that i have been handling before..

i told you, totally random.

photos taken a few days ago while waiting for jill after our duty.. jill was still unfinished with her charting for her baby who was that time, toxic..hehe..

the next day, the baby was very much okay.. haha..

no matter how busy and toxic our duty is, its nice to go home with my new family..

kristine :p