I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I am actually talking to myself, that is, literally talking to myself. I may sound like a total crazy person but really, I do this often that I am actually sometimes confused if I am crazy or not, or if i am having a psychological disorder, or if there is something wrong in my mind. But anyway, yeah, I have been thinking about my present relationship with my husband, and I must say, our relationship, with 3 years on the latest count, has been quite fair. I mean, like, we are actually starting and yeah you can say fresh in this world of marriage. We had bumps and even mountains along the way, but gladly, we overcame all of it. I remembered last year, just before our 2nd anniversary, I found out something which almost caused me to actually breakdown, we had a really huge bump on our relationship, but fortunately, we handled it. Also just a few weeks ago, he got me hurt again by a text that is meant to be sent to another person, but unfortunately sending it to me. I was hurt by the content of the message but it is not actually directly saying that he is having an affair, but after reading that, I must say, honestly, I actually thought he did (but thank God he didn’t..). He called me immediately after realizing that he sent me the wrong text, and there I was, awakened by the call, I read the text first, and I was already crying while talking to him. Imagine that, I just opened my eyes, and there’s this text right in front of me. How can I even have a good day with that situation? Great isn’t it? just great. So we talked, which actually took 2 days, and by the way, we are world’s apart, we only talk via skype. I’m here abroad, and he’s back home. 

I think communication is really important in a relationship. Talking about what is wrong is really essential. We all have differences, but it is what makes us unique, we have to accept that. 

And i learned also that, secrets are not the ones that ruins the relationship, suspicion does.